IDOL of the Month

I know, I've had her as Idol of the month already, BUT cmaaaaan, she's AWESOME!
I've looked at her style and it's rather noticable that she likes to wear dresses and short stuff. She's a real girly girl but I like it. It suits her. What I also like about her style is that she has really cute accessories such as rings, necklaces or even headbands and bows :) I love her hair. I might wanna have my hair like her ;D no, seriously! Moreover, I think she's just great. My favourite look of her where she's all in black with her raybans :) Momma looks hooottt!!!








She's got my LOVE,
=] <3 dont forget to smile.
Ezzy

Pixie Lott Mode

Aaaaaaaaand I never get tired of HER! This song's been on my mind throughout the last couple of days. I've been listening to it day and night! I think she's gorgeous, has an amazing voice and I love her british accent when she sings :)
So this is her: One Night Stand with Pixie Lott

Broken Arrow


Cry Me Out


Cover of Use Somebody


Debut Single Mama Do


Medley


=] <3 dont forget to smile.
Ezzy

Feeling the jitters

I can feel that I have to get back to school life again. My daily routine is way out of proportion already. It's not like I am looking forward to school again, its definitely a NO, but I have the feeling that I've had enough of the non-school life. Ach, I can't describe it. To put it easier: I need school-life although I am freaking out and super scared but I can't live like this, waking up at 12pm and oversleeping half of the day. There you go. Better explanation. I have studied the last couple of days and I can sense the deprivation of my social-life or even more the social contact apart from my family. I haven't been out in three days or so. I mean it's not that long but still I kind of feel super 'urgh', low-life, no-life. But it's my choice so I shouldn't complain. SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL... SCHOOL!

If you ask me how next week is gonna look like:
Monday - German revision
Tuesday - Economics revision
Wednesday - Geography test
Thursday - Business Studies/Accounting Exam
Friday - Nothing

If you ask me how it looks like in two weeks:
Monday - Business Studies test
Tuesday - Economics revision (depends whether I didn't have one the last week)
Wednesday - Marketing test
Thursday - Accounting test
Friday - Nothing

And it goes on and on and on till start of February. Oh wow. Seeing this outlined now, it's hella scary! BUT it's manageable somehow! Just gotta find little distractions to keep calm yet focussed. But when February is in front of my door, it's getting closer to warm weather and graduation. Can't wait.



=] <3 dont forget to smile.
Ezzy

love your mums =]

This entry is for my mother dear <3



Just had another conversation with mother dear. I missed those deep conversations with her. I totally forgot how much strength they give me and how much they show me that my opinion does matter, whether I am wrong or right. She's not the type of person who just goes along with what I say. If she thinks differently, she'll say it. Sometimes we do not get along and she can be a pain in the ass but I still love her though. At times I get the feeling that I do not have anything in common with her but then again, through my actions I can see her in myself. It is creepy sometimes but I do not feel bad having her traits in myself. I have always seen her as my role model and although she gets on my nerves with her über-dominant personality, I still appreciate her. Everyone would say that their mothers are inspirations to them, well let me be one of the people who says that about her mother as well. Not everyone knows what she has gone through and let me tell you, she has been through a lot since the age of 5 and it is amazing what kind of person she became today. She manages basically everything and that with success. I do not know another person who is always right and who to 98% can always say 'I told you so' to people. It is amazing. I know I cannot be like her and it is not my goal to be like her but she is someone I truly look up to. Education is such a big thing for my mum and I understand that and I also thank her for not being too hard on me when I fail. The thought of 'I'm not learning for my parents. I'm learning for myself' might appeal to several kids but it does not for me. I tried switching my head to that thought but in reality you do it for your parents BECAUSE that is the BEST GIFT you can give them. My aunt said so and I truly believe in it. Here in Austria it is easy for us kids to take education for granted since we do not pay a large sum of tuition fees for the university nor large amounts of money for even being allowed to go to school but if we think that kids in least developed countries or the Philippines, a newly industrialised country, or even the USA which is pretty much well-off regardless its economic situation would give anything to study in a country where there's no Numerus Clausus and hardly anything to pay for their education. I myself have that struggle to not take school for granted but we shouldn't.
Educate yourselves people! With a 100% of reassurance I can tell you that it will get you far and beyond. I know it's hard nowadays finding a job but hey, the world has over a hundred countries and with an education that you have, you surely can find a job anywhere! Just know what you want and it'll all come together itself.
I'm glad that my mum kind of lead me into the direction that I'm going now. I mean, people might say you shouldn't be going the direction your parents want you to. You should think for yourselves. Of course! But what if that direction appeals to me as well and I'm completely fine with that direction? People are different, I know, but for my part I know exactly what my goal is. And if it's God plan as well then I cannot be happier.

Honour your mums and your dads for they only want the best for you and are insecure themselves because they worry that when you do not turn out the right way than they are to blame. Be patient with them, because they are humans too and if they have a bad day just try your best to put up with it. Try your best to obey them because they've been there and done that and might have more experience than you do. Finally, just be the good kid that you are who loves their family and friends.

Enough of my rambling,
=] <3 dont forget to smile.
Ezzy

P.S. I guess, the writer in me is BACK :))

Late-night Nonsense

Easy A Movie Clip "Pocket Full Of Sunshine" Official (HD)

After my half an hour power nap I finally managed to watch this Movie and WOW, am I loving this movie?! I love Emma Stone and her character she plays. I think the movie is just well done and really funny. Olive has such a great personality. She's like the biggest dork I've ever encountered in a movie.
Emma Stone, Drew Barrymore, Ellen Page, Amanda Bynes, Emma Roberts and others are my heroes when it comes to Movie. Ach, I love them :DDD

The movie is highly recommendable and the BONUS is Penn Badgley, the super cute and amazing boy next door, as usual <3

=] <3 dont forget to smile.
Ezzy