INTOXICATED by THE CAB - SWAG & PNOISE COLLABO

My brothers are at it again! Check the sweet collabo of PNoise and SWAG in this dance cover of The Cab's Intoxicated. Like, Share, Fall in love!

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http://www.facebook.com/pages/PNoise/208775102491151

http://www.facebook.com/pages/SWAG/181456178575263

Instagram: @Pnoisecrew

Big ups bros!! Super proud of you!

Dancers: Raniel Mortel (SWAG) and Vicente Samuel Cala VII (PNoise)

Music: The Cab - Intoxicated

Directed/Filmed: Rusty Raymundo

"... but I stayed in my bedroom in search of something."

Ever since last year's summer, I have spent a lot of time trying to organise and furnish my bed room and yet I can say that I am not yet really satisfied, but I am getting there.
I have somehow settled myself with the colour white and baby pink, and yes, my room is very girly but for the people who know me, that's the most girly I can get. I see my bedroom as some place where I can be on my own, getting lost in thoughts and dreams and that is why I wanted it to be as cosy as it could possibly be. Not to forget my friends or any other guests who should also feel cozy and warm. My room has a lot of wall space so I am still figuring out what to put on there but I can tell, as soon as I've found out, I know my room will be finished. So here are some insipiration I used during the development of creating my own little world.


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CONFESSIONS: CHALLENGES

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Currently there is so much new going on and it takes some time for me to get used to it but I am getting there and my efforts are on the highest level. I took up the challenge to get out of my comfort zone and as much as I am very unsure and quite afraid of failure, I will keep on going because these signs are just pointing towards growth. Even though I feel like there was a set back in my personal growth, I cannot dwell on thinking that I am not good enough for every opportunity that opens for me. It is true, not everything turns out to be something for the longrun but then again, if doesnt work out, I can be sure that God has a greater plan for me. That's why I need to keep on reminding myself why I wanted this, for what and for who I do all this.
In times like these, I admit it, I feel pretty alone because I feel like noone can help me but myself to get through this. Of course, I will never be alone and I have the most supportive people in my life but in order to grow, I need my mind to focus on its own and not through other people.

I won't apologise for seeming helpless and I don't care if what I've talked about is not a big deal. Every person is different and also has a different way of tackling new things. All I need is the feeling of support whether I am going to fail or not.

AU REVOIR, L'ÊTE!

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It really took me a while to get back and write something. Especially for this summer.
Just a couple of months ago I was stressed with studying for my exams which I thankfully passed, I was stressed with Congress preparations which felt less as a burden but more of great bonding time and more of service and the time went by so quickly I was surprised that I did find some time to take it all in and appreciate it. I felt honoured to be part of the EYC's Service Team and it really felt good that people believed in me and gave me a responsibility.

We don't really see it but we do inspire people every day and we are persons that can be looked up to. It is impossible to live a life without mistakes, faults or bad habits but it is possible to turn your back on them. Life really isn't about fighting your way through it on your own - it's more about knowing you have the right people on your side and fighting through life with them. That's what I figured out at the most random moment. I really can say it made 'click' and I understood that being selfish about your struggles doesn't necessarily make you a strong person when there are people who want to help. What I don't wish for anyone is having to go through life on their own because they have nobody. Because no one wants to help.

This summer I have also learned to be less proud. Especially when it comes to family matters. I've learned that they really only want what's best for me and I used to doubt that before. I used to see that as a threat from them for not letting me grow up but at the end of the day and with time, I really understood what their point is and I am grateful that they stopped me from something that I would have realised was wrong before I even could. And of course, if you have expectations, you cannot stand there and wait for them to know what you want. That's where I had to swallow my pride and make the first step and I can say I'd rather have that now than still be on the same spot waiting for nothing and complain about it.

Sometimes you get the feeling that you as a person have to change. And sometimes it's out of all the wrong reasons. But I say don't change. You have no idea how much your personality as it is now has helped so many people before. I must admit though, that there might be some parts of you that have to go through improvements but make them good and change for the better.

Just when I wonder or reflect on things the quote "Good things come to those who wait" always seems to prove itself to me. And as much as I'd like to go with the flow and have this at the recent time and have that to be uptodate, I rather hold back, take a breath and ask myself why I want that and realise I am not that person to be uptodate at all and that I am more the person who waits for things because as well as I know myself, if it weren't for my patience, I wouldn't be able to appreciate things that I have now and I guess my life would have just gotten by in a speed that I couldn't keep up with.

Summer is over and another chapter starts. There are a lot of challenges I have to face yet but I say "just come at me, bro" because I know that when these challenges are faced and when the struggles are pulled through, then I know that I am growing as a person and to the person I want to be.

HAVE A GREAT SCHOOLYEAR EVERYBODY! SHOW THEM YOUR STUDYRANGER SKILLS!

THE VERONICAS - LOLITA

It has been way too long but I am super stoked that The Veronicas are finally back! I am glad they took the same music direction as their last record and I can't wait for the next album to be released. For all the fans out there, enjoy their new single 'Lolita'.

THE VERONICAS "LOLITA" from Spencer Susser on Vimeo.

Acoustic Mashup Version "Lolita" and "As Long As You Love Me"