MY-AN AT EIGHTEEN

It's been a while ago since I last wrote an entry! There's just been a lot going on with family, school and important visitors and besides, I did not quite know what to post. However, here is one post that's been due for weeks!

DU SCHAFFST DIE MATURA MIT LINKS UND DARFST DANN DEINE GROSSEN FLÜGEL AUSBREITEN UND WIE EIN VOGEL NACH ENGLAND FLIEEEEEGEN!

Ich glaub an dich, liebes :) Hab dich liiiiiiieb!

BIRTHDAY GIIIIRRRLLL!!!

=] <3 don't forget to smile.
Ezzy

I SAY CHEERS TO THE TEENAGE YEARS!

Yesterday, I was blessed with another year in my life. Yes, it was my Birthday. Whoop whoop for two decades on this Earth. I can feel how my limbs are starting to get soar and how my sleeping pattern changes from sleeping very late to falling asleep at 8pm. Hah, no, I'm just kidding, even though I've just slept around six hours or so and don't ask me why. Before everything else, I want to thank everyone who made my day as special and fun as I've never imagined it to be. You guys rock my world and you all know who you are!

Now that I'm starting a new chapter in my life as a person with the number two in her age, I am sort of anxious about how I'm gonna develop. Looking back at all those years, I just realise how effortless and easy some situations were. I could handle most situations by myself and as much as it bothers me to know, I kind of figured out that many things will not be as easy as they had been before and it might need some help from others along the way. I guess, at this point, I will be having to work real real hard for the things I want and need in life. At this point, I need to start reaching for my dreams in order for them to come true in the next ten years. And I am fully aware that this new chapter in my life comes along with more responsibilities, harder decisions to make and also hurting disappointments. Living life is a learning process and takes time, of course, but with the current right people in my life, I guess it won't be as hard as if I wouldve still been surrounded by the wrong people. If you've got the impression that I am a person who has it all together, you are wrong because I am a person who is basically scattered all over the place, finding herself in a melee most of the time, but again, this is part of growing up and it sure scares me. Being at this point in life, I pretty much guess also means, no excuses.
Everything sounds so serious although people at my age in colleges have the time in their lives. This can mean the same for me but since I was pretty much unfocused these past two years, it is high time to get that drive going again. I can go on and on and on about how I plan my future and the way I want it to be but hands down, I am not in control of it. That's why I lift everything up to the man up there and just hope that the dreams in my mind will still come true, through Him.

But as for now, I need to focus more on my studies, keep the right people close and try to avoid all sorts of dramas! And life... bring it on!



=] <3 don't forget to smile.
Ezzy

WE SUSHI RUNNIN'

BIRTHDAYS. FRIENDS. FOOD. GREAT NIGHT.

The SCLUB Gang minus one :)

=] <3 don't forget to smile.
Ezzy

All for looooove... dubi dubi duuu

Yesterday was one hell of a day. The girls and I got together again to celebrate Vs big twenty birthday. Since we all took half a day off for that occasion, we also spontaneously surprised Mr. Soldier EJ outside of VTown. Being Travelgirls, we thought we knew where we were heading, however, after an hour ride on the train we kind of ended up somewhere in the middle of nowhere! Luckily the people were kind enough to help us out and we actually arrived on time. After watching soldier EJ marching around with his camerades, the girls and I had dinner at this awesome All You Can Eat Sushi restaurant. I ate so much that I ended up whining about how full I was. After girlie talks and random laughs we ended the day with some Chai Tea Latte and a Black Tea for me :) I love these girls and I am so excited, what the guy up there has in store for us in the next couple of months. I bet it's gonna be epic! Much looove!

Picture: ven.ce

Picture: ven.ce

Picture: ven.ce

Picture: ven.ce

=] <3 don't forget to smile.

Ezzy

THE BIRTHDAY - the aftermath

Yesterday after writing my last exam in the morning, I went home only to find myself slacking in bed and sleeping most of the afternoon. My family came over to have dinner at our place in celebration of my birthday. My superhero Dad spend most of the afternoon cooking the food and making his super delish pizza called 'Pizza à la Papa' =D The family had lots of fun since my Dad couldn't stop cracking jokes and making my dear Granny laugh. I was super happy that my dear cousin came over as well. I missed him. That day just made me appreciate my great FAMBAM so much. The day ended with my cousinelove at the Naschmarkt, having a few drinks and basically talking, talking and talking like we always do.

Thanks Father for the delish food :)

Mmmhhh fave cake :]

Special remark on the siblings :P

Peace out, y'all :D 

The cousins <3 (where Keen at?)

Lovely women <3

Missed him :) Love'em both!

Hello. My name is Valerie and I am a bit crazy <3

<3

Who's daat guurll <3 <3 <3

=] <3 don't forget to smile.
Ezzy